Kau 3

Aku,
Dengan ingin-ingin sederhanaku..
Tetiba bertemu kamu, dengan angan-angan nyatamu..
Tuhan selalu baik tauk, ungkapmu.
Benar, kau sama sekali tidak keliru..

JGC, Jan 2017

Kau 2

Dan bulanku kembali bersemu merah jambu..
Sebagai entah sebetapa lugu hati yang kembali disapa rindu..

(Depok, September 2016)

Kau

Kau, genggam pada sela jari..
Yang padanya haru rindu semacam ini sama-sama kita sepakati..

(Leah pada Sam, 2016)

Di Kereta

Kau dan aku di kereta Minggu..

Genggam pada tanganku, kaku. Ada debar serupa antara dadaku dan dadamu. Aku tahu.

Senyum di wajahmu terpaku, sorot pada mata. Ada hangat senada. Aku tertawa.

Kau menoleh, kenapa?

Aku jatuh cinta pada pandang ketiga hingga selanjutnya..

Jatinegara, Desember 2016

Dear 'R'

Thank you,
It's not that simple to say most of the days I didn't recognize me. Not easy to say that I was not anything to anyone. Kinda messy up but I am quite kind (I think). Lonely most of the time.
I had never been attention's sweet center. Knew that I'm imperfect no matter how I tried. I was good but I kinda lied. Broken but won't crying for help. I do remember that girl. I do.

I knew it was not what I asked for but sometimes life just slips into the back door that makes me believe it's all true. And now I've got you. I've got you that leads me to the girl that I know (now) who'll be reckless just enough, who'll get hurt but learns to taughen up, who won't be scared of the life inside her, who's growing stronger each day till it finally reminds her to fight just a little and to bring back the fire in her eyes.

Thank you to put that smile back to the place it used to..
To bring the brightness no matter how dark it was. To put the joy back to the right where it should be,

And for being (always) you, the version that I like the most. The same person that I met in the airport on July, 17.

Because the girl that I was. She's gone now. But she used to be mine.

Feb, 2017

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Now playing: Sara Barellies - She used to be mine..